Feelings Not Sorted Out
January 23, 2005 - 8:33 pm

if you only knew what it was like to be me, then you would know how i could love someone like you.

have you ever left something behind?

have you ever been left behind?

what's it feel like to be left behind?

what's it feel like to be abandoned?

My father was an alcoholic. both of them were. raising me was not thier #1 priority. but if it were, do you think i would have learned to love differently? Do you think that if I were to grow up with an actual father rolemodel I would have learned to love men in a different way than I do now?

Am I suppose to hate my father(s) for this?

yesterday - tomorrow